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[ April 4th, 2006 @ 11:06pm ] [ mood | cranky ] I didnt go to school today. I slept until 12 and then went to the doctor. You see, lately when I've been pooping there have been mass amounts of blood left in the toilet. Yes, you needed to hear that. I'm still awaiting results but in the mean time I have things I'm supposed to stick up my ass which I'm trying to get out of or something. I also found out I gained about 10 pounds (I am now 140). My biggest fear is my prom dress getting here and not fitting in it. I'm so desperate to lose weight that I'm seriously considering getting a membership at the YMCA again. To swim mostly, even though I sort of forgot how. I just need to find some damn time. Having a boyfriend takes up a lot more time than I had anticipated. I have been putting off cleaning my room for about 5 years and I really need to get that done. At least I got my Radiohead poster put up tonight. Lately though I've been hesitant to decorate my room at all in hopes of my mom gaining the courage to leave my dad. But that won't happen unless I make up some lies about being beat which I'm not mean enough to do. I was supposed to make some cookies for French tomorrow, but I did not get around to it. Well I mean I was sort of concerned with this anus bleeding bullshit, so whatever. Fuck. Yeah and I'm way being on my research paper. I should just shoot myself. I'm also really pissed that this Velvet Underground cd I put on my computer is really static-y for some fucking dumb reason. AND I'M ALSO PISSED THAT I WILL NOT GET ONE COMMENT ON THIS DAMN ENTRY. 8

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